Sunday, June 15, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
epilogue
Heard of the song "Byebye" by Mariah Carey? If you havent, go listen to it.
After listening to the song, memories of my deceased loved ones just flow back. I still remember the day in secondary 3 when we were told yean choi had committed sucide, i still recalled that morning when my mom refused to let me into the room to see my grandmother only to know hours later she was lying in wooden coffin and I reminisced the times my grandfather will scold me for doing all the silly things that made him angry.
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
You know? I am a pathetic young man struggling to believe in a faith i really want to believe in. Damn. There is a part of me that tells me I want to be a christian but... oh well.
Anyway, I passed my driving test.
After listening to the song, memories of my deceased loved ones just flow back. I still remember the day in secondary 3 when we were told yean choi had committed sucide, i still recalled that morning when my mom refused to let me into the room to see my grandmother only to know hours later she was lying in wooden coffin and I reminisced the times my grandfather will scold me for doing all the silly things that made him angry.
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
You know? I am a pathetic young man struggling to believe in a faith i really want to believe in. Damn. There is a part of me that tells me I want to be a christian but... oh well.
Anyway, I passed my driving test.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
break.
so many thoughts. all so difficult to express and penned it down.
so many miseries. all so hard for me to just catch a breath.
Give me a break.
Life is like just watching a drama on the tv. It depicts all the faces we can see from people and the facades that they put up. My life has no difference from a drama serial too.
My girl had a haircut and im so desperately to see how it looks like. =)
byebye
so many miseries. all so hard for me to just catch a breath.
Give me a break.
Life is like just watching a drama on the tv. It depicts all the faces we can see from people and the facades that they put up. My life has no difference from a drama serial too.
My girl had a haircut and im so desperately to see how it looks like. =)
byebye