epilogue

Heard of the song "Byebye" by Mariah Carey? If you havent, go listen to it.
After listening to the song, memories of my deceased loved ones just flow back. I still remember the day in secondary 3 when we were told yean choi had committed sucide, i still recalled that morning when my mom refused to let me into the room to see my grandmother only to know hours later she was lying in wooden coffin and I reminisced the times my grandfather will scold me for doing all the silly things that made him angry.

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

You know? I am a pathetic young man struggling to believe in a faith i really want to believe in. Damn. There is a part of me that tells me I want to be a christian but... oh well.

Anyway, I passed my driving test.