#fuk

angst and saddness.
im feeling numb.
deceits and many lies
are just part of growing up.

things always change
im just carrying this chain
to walk this darn life
a happy life i never had.

I always smile to them
i cry and they duno when
nobody knows my heart
because i never understand my mind.

I always try to be stronger
but little did i make things better
i just want this simple life
but i'll never escape all these lies.

I'll face this world alone
Till i find a place i can atone
for all these sins i've won
I'll just walk this world alone.

i just want to give my brother and sister , the best of my everything.