dear diary

dear diary,
yesterday was quite a tiring day.
reached home around 6am from clubbing and went to school at 7.
its a vc outing so learn quite a lot from mr chua
learning the skills of a photographer vision and the correct aperture to set
the creative mind behind it
maybe its not a bad idea to take photography as a career
being employed by the national geographic
maybe i am thinking a little too much

we went to the singapore river, fullerton , asian civilisation museum
and of course, the esplanade.
mdm yaty was nice. she gave a national day badge
haha. though its quite stupid
took lots of nice pictures over there
the reflections, strutures, interior, people

memories came back like a mr.postman knocking on my door
he came and gave me a envelope
its written this way:
to: mr. ivan ng
esplanade memories
8/8/04
singapore 8824396

from: your memories box u hide in your soul
i was quite shocked to receive the envelope
opened it up and saw a halogram
it depicts a video

he and she met up at cck mrt
she was late because she had been watching a movie
he waited as she came
they went to cityhall mrt together
the mrt was crammed with lots of people
everyone pushing around
he held her hands closely
not trying to lose her in the crowd
she grabbed his hands tightly too
not wanting to let it go
they chatted on their way there
its was quite a sweet time
he smile throughout the journey
she laugh at him
they were holding their hands as they both reached the esplanade
sat on the cushions as they waited for the fireworks to start
they reached around 7.30 but its starting at 8
played with a lil' kid who was nearby
he's cute and they both talk about their future
he told she that he wanted a child if they were to get married
she merely laugh and giggle
he told she that he will like the child and no longer his wife
she giggle and smack him in his arm
he laugh
8pm is almost here
they both walked to the riverside
they squeeze through the crowd
trying to get a nice view
they never let their hands off
she's hold on to him like a lil gal
she wanted to only hold his lil pinkie finger
he saw jessie
who was that time with shaun
the fireworks start
pheeeewwwww.... boom!
pheeeewwwww.... boom!
lasted for fifteen minutes
but the times they both spent seem to stretch for 15 hours
the crowd disperse after the fireworks
he brought her to a corner
they saw a group of youngersters
singing the barney song
so he sang it to her too
i love you
you love me
we're happy family
and a great big hug
and a kiss from me to you
wont you say you love me too
and she say: i love you
he just smile =]
they went to sit down at the fountain
as they rest against one another on their forehead
they could hear each other breathe
they could feel each other heart
he wanted to kiss her on the lips
but she say: dont try to kiss me on my lips
he laugh and did not think of it anymore
they just rest
she suddenly kiss him on his cheek
he did not see it coming
and was shocked
the sweet feeling sent down his body
the sensation just cant be explained
she had to go off
got a church programme holding at raffles place
they both went to the mrt
he bid her goodbye
that night, they messaged for a while
he cant sleep at night
for his mind was constantly thinking of her

the halogram then shut
it only plays once and self-destroyed
i place the envelope in my wallet and walked off
with a broken heart that hope to be mend

chilling chilling chilling
i haf to study
take care everyone and god bless you =]