mother's day

one week just past,leaving everyone unaware of what is going to happen tomorrow. last week, i was still going through the worst days of my life, and now, i guess everything is back to normal. i am just praying hard that the equilibrium stage that this family has attain will not fall again.

sometime, you just sit down alone, pondering about what is love all about? however, at the end of the day, you cant find an answer to the question. basically, i feel that love is based on different people experiences, different perceptions and expectations. one would see love as a dependent variable, someone whom u could rely on to keep your life moving on. while for the other person, love can be seen as a way to fulfil your sexual desires, your sex partner could possibly just be your right guy because he can satisfy your needs. in any situation, everyone would want love in their life. no one could live without love. it provides a sense of comfort and trust, a block of cushion to shelther you from the harsh reality.

so i sat down and ask myself, what do i basically see in love? is it all about seeing the girl you like, be happy with her life? to an extent, yes. but dont you think love is selfish? would you be satisfy? dont you feel the pain inflicted on your heart? i believe in this phrase that, if she is not mine, there is nothing i can do to make her mine. =)

apart of this love that is all about me and her, i love these people in my life. they are the ones that holds a place in my heart. =)

i) family. dad,mom,sis,bro
ii)brothers. mei,bkor,weecheong,rave,tar,rex
iii)consonance. jinfeng,chunhui,jiahao,charlene
iv)05s12. fiq,zhan,normie,bry,celest,jing
v)childhood friend- stefanie
vi)her`
vii)his ex`

i hope i didnt miss out anyone. they are the ones that im constantly praying for, except for my brothers. haa

that's for all.
God bless =)