HI EVERYONE. IM BACK. BUT I GUESS MY BLOG IS KINDA DEAD LIKE NOW.

but oh well, i dont know what to blog about my army life. 2 weeks had passed and 7 more weeks to go. mm. quite fast actually.

I just want to use this words to express my emotions, thoughts and feeling.

Theresheis. =)

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

Night.

Tekong

TEKONG!! HERE I COME! LOL!

I'm anticipating a flash flood of tags from people like WEECHEONG AND JINFENG! Messages will go like "puay, 143, e miss you." or "ivan, haha, botak guy!" or even "HAHA, ARE YOU HAVING FUN IN THERE?"

Oh Crap! This Sucks!

Don't be surprised if you see 2 moons on friday, because my head will be de 2nd moon. Its so big, so huge and gargantuan that it look like a moon.

Oh well!

Im gonna miss so many people.
1) weecheong, bkor, mei, reevee
2) Sandra, jinfeng, chunhui
3) Yvonne, Cherling.
4) EDITED, MY HEHE Sister, ONG WEIJING AND CELEST ONG
4) My BELOVED sister and mother.

Readers, Believe me, I will protect you guys with my head. The nation is safe while im in Ns.

=)

Bye. no more blogging for 2 weeks.

ONE MORE THING,

DON'T MISS ME WHEN IM GONE. DON'T CRY FOR ME. DON'T!

TEKONG SCHOOL 1, HERE I COME!

Time just keeps going on with no possibility of even pausing for a moment. The dark clouds are filling the skies, and the rainbow has diminished. Just like how unpredictable the weather is, so is the future of the life he had. With little anticipation of how things are going to happen tomorrow, he treasures every little bits of things that are happening around him.

The inexorable event of national service is drawing nearer each day. To be precise, its 4 more days. What really worries me is not the issue of national service but the family. With me inside the army, who’s going to look after my sister? As a matter of fact, I placed little trust in my dad because of the hideous shits that he is up to. I really do hope that God will look after my sister and bless her. Hellish Eugene better do a good job in taking care of her.

If I was to be asked to name the most important woman in my life, that would be my sister. My life would have been gone if not for my siblings.

I guess that the past 2 days of drinking has broken my liver tissues into 2. All the hard liquors, chivas and vodka are making me vomit all the contents inside my body out.
With that drop of poison ( Amsterdam) flowing around body, there is no doubt that ivan will get himself crazy and drunk.

HaHa.

My right index finger is feeling numb and I don’t know why.

After the stay-over at Junjie’s house, I went to Bukit Batok to meet with TheConsonance.
Firstly, we are welcoming 3 new members, Sandra, Aloy, Vishaki. Had a pizza meal and we spent 3 hours inside the restaurant chatting all kinds of things. With aloy and Vishaki sitting beside me, I don’t expect them not saying anything about me. So off they went, discussing the same issue about me. How interesting. Haha. .

Half an hour earlier, I had one of the stupidest chats in my life.

Jinfeng: mm, ivan, tell you what, my phone is low on batt already.
Ivan: oh. Okay. Byebye.
Jinfeng: that was so fast, you’re not supposed to say goodbye this way. You should like, oh, okay, then we chat again tmr.
Ivan: oh. Okay okay. Sorry. I try again.
Jinfeng: ivan, my phone low batt already.
Ivan: uh. Never mind then, we chat again tomorrow. Byebye and goodnight.
Jinfeng: oh. Okoay okay. Goodnight.

What a long Entry.

coldd

mama had a chicken
mama had a cow
dad was proud
he didnt care how.

cow

chicken.

cow and chicken.

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man. im down wit a bloody cold.

boat of fate

my dear sista, koh cherling, made me this wallpaper. haha.

how sweettttt of herrr. haha =)

and shes going aussie to study!

Blessings to you. haha. take care and God Bless.

Im in love with this italic text.

something random that i just thought of.

Sweethearts are meant to be cherished, thats why i cherish you.
Angels are from heaven, and thats where i found you.
Chocolates are meant to be sweet, thats why i love you.
Strawberries are your favourites, thats why i chose you
If love is ever mend by fate, i will always believe you.

Love is bittersweet
because it triggers all tastebuds.
Smell the love in the air
because it brings out the feelings in us.
Un-break my heart
because you are the one who could mend its pieces.

Sweet memories are meant to be kept
bitter ones are meant to be erased
but what is kept in our souls
are the emotions we once shared.

Embrace the beginning
and taunt the past
smile for the future
and this moment that writes our story

Amsterdam.

The poison that hits the shits out of me and reeve. It is this, that make our friendship stronger, it is this, that makes clubbing no laughing matter, it is this, that make us fools. =)

I was thinking that since it is the day of a new year, maybe i should try to write a poem to express my thoughts for this brand new start.

I try ya.

Calm and serene night
with fireworks display in the sky
2007 has arrived
with all thy might that we may find.

Wilted flowers vanished
Fresh roses blossom
this love embedded in his heart
has found the key to his soul

Hands in hands
struggling to find the light
dreams do come true
for you and me who believe.

Happy New Year.

New Year 2007

Welcoming 2007 =)

New year eve was quite a lil bored for me and reeve but the fireworks display was spectacular. Before the clock strikes twelve, the high anticipation of the show that is coming up could be felt. Then, within seconds, the first firework shoots up.

Then came the second, the third, and the multiply numbers of displays just keep going. And i truthfully love fireworks.

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with all these beautiful displays in the skies, memories start flowing back like the flash floods in river banks. there were no obstruction to the devastating waves, neither do i have the ability to control my own emotions and thoughts.

when the fireworks ended with its final display, it sent a message thru' my soul. Every final display was the most astonishing of all, similarly to relationship, the end will always just be the beautiful part. Things should move on, and im moving on.

because one thing im sure of, i dont look back anymore.

my future lies ahead, and certainly i will sail ahead in my stronghold vessel.

nothing holds me back anymore, not my past.

i found my her, and even if things may not work out as it seems, i will hold on and be strong.

Crush or not, i just like her deeper each day.

These thoughts and emotions are true signs to show that im changing.

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