# explore

a desire. an interest. a dream. a passion. a satisfaction. a life.

The stars in the mid-morning are beautiful. Ever read "The Alchemist"? Everything around is an omen, a sign of what is going to happen next. Tonight, the stars seem to be telling me something, like there is a message that they are trying to get across my big brain.

"Psst. Ivan. Look up here"

Looking around.

"Ivan. It's us. Look up to the night sky."

"Hey guys. man. It's been a long time since I seen just beautiful sky, where've you guys been?

"Haha. You know bout the light pollution in spore. what more can you expect. anyway, we've been watching you from above and we guess, things are not going good and smoothly right?"

"You're right. I cant hide anything from you guys. What more can I say then? Things get tough, get shitty, get tiring but we've still move on, aint it? sucks to be me u know."

"Chill dude. Take a breather. We may not understand, but we felt it. We felt the angst, sadness and confusion. There is one thing we want you to understand. Listen to your heart and hear what it says. It is not about others, it is about living your life. Your heart will never decieve you, like the stars above that will never dies on you. Even if one becomes a white dwarf, the rest will still shine. There are always things brighter on the other side of life. Embrace this moment, this life. Play it if God decides to make it a game. Gamble it and risk it, because you'll never know what turns out next. The Almighty never knows, you know it yourself."

I touch my heart. Listen to it. And realised that i knew it all along.