you know that ivan is serious bout girl when he is really sad over one. say about me being sad over a gal, i wonder when was the last time i felt that way. and the last girl that i ever felt so sad was my ex. ok drop that michelle incident, that is not somethin i sad over, more like furious and bitch her, but back to the subject, the fact that i felt so weird, does prompt a sign of how much im true bout it. certainly, i do feel like crying. 2 days back, i was still consoling afiq over an incident, ironically, i dont know how to make myself feel better over the same problem. oh well, darn it. i just feel that im cursed by some shit from above or wat.

every beat that is beating in my heart
shows a true feelings for who you are
and the fact that things had changed
it just makes me feel like i am chained
to this crush that i wont hold long
drop the mic on the floor and piss us off.

enough said.