Many things have been running through my mind recently.





















I took this photo and Reeve did the edit. Nice edit job and it really brings out the essence of brotherhood. Anil brothers.


















Woots. Afiq said I looked fcuking slim in this photo. haha. maybe its just the camera angle.

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yijia: lol.. Drive me around Singapore?
Kc: U and ur gal are couple of nuclear explosive. haha

I had quite much fun spending time with my brothers and girlfriend this weekend. Yesterday, I went for 7km run with Brother Weecheong around the Yew Tee neighbourhood. Not bad though because this is the first time i ran continuous for 45 mins. The feeling after the run was great and we were sweating as though we just had a bath. After the run, went to meet my girl and shopped around marina square. Yep. was shopping for CHER LING PRESENT but I couldnt think of what to get for her. I was still thinking of sending a cake over to Aussie. Oh well, she wouldnt want to eat that cake that had been rotting in the plane for hours?

Went back to College today to collect my A level certificate and I met most of the tutors. Reminiscing the past as I walked along the ramp to the canteen. I miss the chicken rice, the time i spent my time outside my cca room, talk cock with the pe teachers, studying in classs, walk around the school compound with afiq and the times with s12. what wonderful memories. =)

In the afternoon, I went to Mustafa Centre with Reeve. After he bought his stupid retro casio watch, we went to Lembu Road and tried some Middle East Cuisine. The mutton was so spicy and nice but stupid reeve doesnt know how to appreciate. While on the way to Bugis street, he brough to this Desker Road. There's a narrow alley with the backdoors of shops open. Walked along alley and we saw many old prostitues inside the pinkie room. Apart from that, you can see oldie faggots selling all kinds of pills and toys. Yucks.

Alright. Let me share with you people the testimonial that my teacher wrote for me. After reading, you will definitely conclude that the testimonial must had been someone else.

In his two years at PJC, Ivan was a conscientious and industrious student. He was also a responsive and attentive student who participated actively in group discussions. In the latter, He exhibited thoughtful and percptive views, while at the same time sensitive to the opinions of others. He portrayed a determination to overcome uncertainties by consulting regularly with his tutors to clarify specific issues. He was polite inhis dealings with teachers and classmates.

READ ON if u are still able to. haa

At the Class Committee level, Ivan was unanimously elected Class manager in 2005 and 2006. Inthis capacity, he carried out his duties with tact, courtesy, fairness and consideration for others. His civics tutors were particularly pleased with the assistance and support he rendered in managing the class. Ivan was equally active in CCA and blah blah blah. Being a civic conscious person, Ivan completed 280 hours of CIP performing a variety community services where he always led his class in volunteer work. Ivan's leadership qualities were demonstrated when he wa involved in O1 and 2 as an OGL.

Ivan impresses one with his maturity and independence. He comes across as a prson with a very clear set of goals. THis is accompanied by a strength of purpose and determination required to pursue those goals. Overall, Ivan's intellectual capabilities and his forceful and motivated personality will allow him to achieve considerable success, as he embarks upon the subsequent stages of his career and personal development.

Is this the Ivan you know? haha

Oh. And I was awarded Most Improved Student Award and Community Service Award. Woots~

I wrote this while I was having my Demolition lecture.

The river never stops flowing
and seasons never stop changing
The world will never stop spinning
and hearts will never stop loving

Life is a vulnerable entity
with ups and downs along the way
But with every step met with an obstruction
Friendship has a strong love that will pull us through.

Specially for those who are close to me. =)

I admit my life couldnt be compared to those kids living in Badgdad nor could I compared it to those starving in Africa, but as a matter of fact, I'm kind of having difficulty living with my life. Yes, Im still living strong, kicking hard, but deep inside me is a fragile heart that is breaking any time. True enough, Im weak. Sad to say, Im lousy. But I must admit, having walk this far and trying my best not to have these problems bugging my daily life, I am standing strong.

Daddy is having fun at Batam with his friends and God knows what he is doing over there with those bunch of fools. Maybe right now as Im suffering in silence, his hands are busy malignering with young Indo asses. Piece of shits. Okay, he can have his fun, he is my father and Ive no rights to stop this Free Man from satisfying his deprivations of love and sex. He is a diligent dad who works hard to support this family and he took care well of me and my siblings.

I really do hope that he can change his drinking habits and live a healthier lifestyle. If only...

And I thought I could meet her tomorrow, oh well...

Fuck it. going to watch 8 miles with my sister.

Passed out from Sispec and going to report to my new school tomorrow at Nee Soon Camp, Engineering Training Institute. 3 months of intense trainings and I will be off with my Sergeant Rank. Hurray Hurry Jim Bomba!!

Mr Tay's class gathering was today and we went to his house to visit him. He's an old dude but still kicking hard alive. I felt so guilty for the fact that I didnt respect him much during my J1 year when he took us. Our disrespect and playfulness in the class would definitely make ny teachers give up in teaching us, but he is different, he never gave up on us. Even after we were promoted to J2, h still treats us like his students. Till now, he treated us like his lil' kids.

So, what do i actually learn from this past?

To cherish the person right before you. Be it your parents, friends, companion, brothers and blah blah, we never know what will happen next. Alright, although we had heard these words from people umpteen times, but still, many are not doing what they should. If you have been catching the news these days, you will come across many reports of deaths due to accidents. Life is so darn vulnerable to the dangers around us. Anything could rob the lives of people around us in just an instant. Who would expect that walking along the treetop walk and you will die because of a falling branch? No one.

It's actually quite useless for people to cry and dread for not treasuring the person when they are alive. What's the use of crying when you know you could do so many things for that person when he is livin?

My siblings should really know how not to take my care and concern for granted.

Although Im that kind of happy-go-lucky and crazy fellow, deep inside, Im not really a guy with an optimistic thinking. As a matter of fact, I often think for the worst and I always have this thinking that one day, something of some nature is going to threaten my life. Yep. Accidents or what, my uncle once told me that when I reached middle-age, something dangerous is going to befall me and if I dont survive that obstacle, life will be misery from then on.

so i just got to PUMP it and PUSH it so I can survive. And with that, I can sing the song "Ima survivor." okay. Bullshit

Im going for my dinner wit my sis and mom. so, BYE. =)

And I love my girl.