# twisted

what I want to say is. I love you.

I am sick. Im havng a fever.

Right now, at this very moment, i just feel like taking a gun out and drive a round through my leg. Because, im too numb to comprehend whatever that is happening to me rright now. I saw the message she sent me and i just stood there, in the rain, trying to understand what was in the sms. Then, the song in my mp3 just happened to play An Jing Le by S.H.E. Gee. It was like everything just happen so coincidentally. Fuk.

I feel like crying but my eyes are dry.

What is happening?

Maybe I should just take the gun and shoot my own god damn head.