broke up

we had a talk by dr william tan today during assembly. he gave us a very inspirational talk which make me feels aspire by his determination and the heart of never dying. to afiq: i will pass my 2.4.. !@#$#%^$%@^$^&%

school was tired and boring. i had my econ test, it was quite easy. but i still do not have the confident to score high =\ anyway, i didn get to see her today in school at all. suddenly, i love school so much. for the fact that i cant see her on the weekends =x things get worst when an obsession becomes an affection. but i am sure it will soon turn out to be defection =] so its best to focus more on my studies and pass my promos.

i've just returned from malaysia and i miss my baby alot, lele =] every alternate week i went to malaysia, she has grown a lot. and i am sure she will grow up to become a pretty lady.

i'm now at b kor house. went straight there after i've reached singapore.

what's love anyway?
where's love anyway?
a true affection or a mere obsession?
happiness and the determination to achieve it
will i ever get it anyway?
i hope this time round
things will get better for me
i hope and i pray =]

a buddy of mine just broke up with his girlfriend. a relationship that has no use carrying on, a friendship that is broken apart. everyone get hurt in a game call love. so why love? the need for a support, a reliable shoulder to rest on when we are down, a trustable person to confront to, a hand to hold on. we all need love afterall. be it friendship or relationship, love is everywhere. we got to learn to appreciate it, that's all. for me and mei, getting back what we gave out in a relationship, is it possible? can we trust love?

all guys
get your left hand up at grab your nuts
then put your right hand up in the air
show the gals your middle fingers
and say
fuck u bitch! =]
*not offending anyone if you are not a bitch =]

take care and god bless you
beware, i've got a dual-character syndrome