!seventh month

seventh month had officially commence. some precautions from ivan. precaution no. 1) dont go swimming, espically in the seas. you'll never know if someone pull your legs. no.2) dont kick things and litters that are thrown on the floor. 'they may be 'using' it. no.3)dont go out too late too often. they may be having a party and you are the extra. =x haha no.4) run away when you see norman, cause he is a liar.

i met up with weiling and we had a short chat. it's been since my birthday when we last met. things do happen afterall. they come and go, just like the mood of a typhoon. i've been thinking lots of things lately. its not about studies, but more of emo stuff. its seem as if i had intervene with some important issues of destiny that i've crossed. some churches dont allow bgr among the youths. i wondered whether she broke up with me because of that reason. i doubt so anyway. ghee. think i should i forget about it. its no use brooding over it.

we had formed the naziB in pjc. it consist of norman,afiq,zhanyue,me and bryan. ha! we destroy and cause terror. =] i love this! me and zhan yue had quite a new hobby recently. we shared lots of things about cute and sweet and love is blind. haa.. crypted code. wakakakaka .

life is messed up. love is screwed up. friendship is torn apart.
i love to view the night sky. the stars and constellations forming the night, they seem to be telling a story that live so true. i placed all my memories with them. i shared my secrets with them too. i told them to bless her, to watch over her during her nights and dreams. they told me, that love can never be force and just let nature take its course. i replied with an answer that surprise them. i told them that i just want her to be happy with the guy she love, and thats all i ever wished for. they said they will make my prayers come true and i hope so too.

i live my life for you. i gave it all up for you. fantasy =]