she's no you

a endless love, a broken heart, a jaded life

unwanted reality, unwanted memories which i wish to put back in time

i am living happily right now and i hope that this will carry on for now

i have great friends which make my life seems so much better,
family that concerns about me.
but, am i too selfish to forget bout` their concerns?
i get fockerised over my own matters. she is leaving to england in a few months time. and her vactions going to stretch over a few months. gee. its suppose to be the past, but why is my heart struggling now? i dun wan. i hate this feeling.

though i doubt she'll be reading this entry, but its still for her. in case you are here.
esther, hope you have fun at england. i hope that this period of time, i will be able to put back those feelings totally.it's been one year. i've been talking to this gal recently, but friendship is nevertheless the best choice. yep. take smiling, sweetie =]

tomorrow is my chinese mock exam
gotta study le.
yixin, lunch how?

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