im tired

confessions

im realli tired.. tired tired tired.. shagged. there i am telling others to jia you and that im there for them, here i am breaking down.

i know, its only the start of 2006 but the stress of A level is piling up on my shoulders. im trying to get a grip of myself but each time i grip onto something, i just fall even harder again.

287 days to As level. cool doesnt it?

`i need someone by my side right now.
some kind of support that i could lean on.
where is she?
she'll never know im here, missing her.
i'll never have the courage to fall in love again, or to confess to someone.
who is this girl?
bah.

hell ya. fuck it.