life

months are passing like seconds and right now, im feeling the stress that is building up upon my shoulders. however, if u think about it, a certain level of stress does motivate you to move to greater heights. forget about all this craps~ im getting tired easily these days. my heart problem is visiting me again.

im going to the hospital for a check-up tmr. whatever it is, i dont want to get well. i thought of what pengyan says in the last gp lesson, a person will only start to treasure the life of his own or his close ones when they reached the proximity of death. is that true? somehow, i felt its true. at this junction of life, i feel liked ive everything and nothing at the same time. nothing is happening around me, everything is revolving smoothly, the way nature wants it to be, but i just felt something is missing. is it love? im not sure. my heart doesnt seems to have an answer to this question.

the night skies theses days were magnificent. no clouds or bright moon to hinder the shining of the mysterious stars. the stars. they are like my guardians who have been watching me all this while. i feel them close to my heart. ive no reason to explain this, but i love watching the stars. =))

JOYCE LIM XUE YAN.
hey girl, take great care of yourself ya.. hope your interview at work went smoothly. then if everythings go alright and u got the job, MSG ME!! i go down to the restraunt to support u.. same for any other performances ya.. ur ninjado? haa. =)) god bless`

rap`
i have been missing you all thes days
trying to find all different ways
to date you out on valentine day
but this dream seems so impossible
with other guys wooing you that prove so competitive
i dont know how to show that im more compatible
and show other guys that im taking the lead.
you are creeping into my heart and thats true
but im struggling to crawl into your heart or it will be all through
i want to show u my love and kisses
the way a guy would treat his girl
god bless you and love you lot =)